Exam Week!!!!! >.<

Monday(18/5/2009): So yeah...today was the 1st day of exam...but really didn't give a shit.... had my shower and stuff....had breakfast....online....I was pretty much in a good mood...so went to school....carried nothing but my pencil box there....yeah....so...saw Cheryl and talked to her...I remember I talked to her bout something but I don't know if she heard it or not....even if she did hear...she didn't care...that made me feel sad....<=(...neway on with and then we talked and SK kept asking who likes Sean....her ex boy which now belongs to KJ....and was in my class....I was like 'Uh...I have no idea' but she glare at me and told me that I knew...and I was like 'No,I don't' which was a lie...cause I clearly knew....who it was....-looks away- neway Kelly came and she was like 'It could either be you or Jinger' she said to me and I kinda panic in my head...but she being observant, noticed my behaviour had change a little and she was like Ping! A light bulb on top of her head and whispered something to Shanice and Jeslyn....this I got even more panic cause she and I know it wasn't Jinger....but I didn't show it and looked calm...I think....neway Jin came and I immediately told her bout that Kelly might know....and she was like....I actually forgot what Jin did or was it Cheryl I was talking to? I seriously forgot...neway I remember us getting away from canteen and had asked Jin and Cher(This I rememeber) to the toilet...alone...but when Kel saw them going...she followed along with Shan,Jeslyn and SK. And I was Oh great...they followed and Kel said to me 'It's you right? Am I right?Am I right?' God....wanted to punch her just to shut her up but if I did...that would have confirmed that she IS right. So yeah...all the gang went to toilet...what great joy!...Not!....then we went to directly to class without doing our attendance due to the prefect also studying for exams.... and then the class was kinda noisy until the teacher arrived and then it was time for the exam! Dum dum duuuuummmmmm!...Good old drama music to add the effect for the story =D...neway our 1st test was Bahasa Malaysia 2...I couldn't concentrate due to what ifs in my head...what if they all found out? What if one of them told him that I like him? I was panicking like hell there...and then I started thinking...should I stop talking,sms-ing n msn-ing him? and I was like Damn you Kelly...why did you have to do this to me! And I got so frustrated over the whole thing that I started crying...should I give up the one I like just to prove her wrong? I was so scared and I was crying...I cried til I fell asleep...then I don't know how many minutes have passed but it was still a long way go to finishing....so I did only one section and the rest....to hell with them but then...I started crying...again...my heart was seriously breaking and I felt extreme coldness and fingers started to hurt cause they need to dig into something...but I don't want to dig into my skin anymore...so when test finished and we were free to leave our seat I quickly wipe off my tears and hope that it wasn't obvious and went to Jinger...but Jin was like in a non caring mood. So I thought that me had just cried was not so obvious. So I follow her into the toilet...while she did her thing...I looked in the mirror and I looked like a wreck and use water to wash my face and I couldn't help but kept blaming Kelly again and again and how I wish something had happened to her so she wouldn't be able to talk ever again...but once I washed and wiped...I look myself in the mirror...I felt the pain in my heart...again...and so I was tearing up again but when Jin came out...I quickly blink back my tears... and so we went out and she wanted to eat and I waited for Cheryl...and I waited for Cheryl for a long time...then got tired and just went up...to get her but when she saw me...she said' Why are you crying?' By then I started tearing up again...I couldn't found my words which strain my throat which made me wanted to cry more...but then little Miss Cheryl got impatient and started to swear at me saying 'You better fucking tell me why you're fucking crying before I get fucking impatient!' Then I stopped walking to the canteen while she still walked and I quickly went to the garden while going there, I met with Joanne and she asked me what was wrong and I just told her I was sick til I started to cry...that was not a lie....but my sick was the not like coughing cold kind of sick but sick of having friends who didn't give a bull about me. Once I was at the garden, I started crying really HARD...this time it wasn't just cause I was frustrated but it was cause of Cheryl being uncaring and insensitive...I didn't rush you to tell me what happened when you cry...I didn't scold at you when you were hurt...I didn't swear at you when your life was feeling like it was about to fall apart but I waited...waited for you...waited til you found the right words to say to me...all your pain...all your sadness...all your frustration...I would be there to listen and to care...even if I couldn't change the things that has happened or help you...I would at least be there for you...but you...you don't care...you were insensitive...you care about your yourself...and it pained me a lot...like I've said...once I've seen your tears...I don't ever want to see them again but your smiling face...that goes to all of you who are the closest to me: Jinger,Kelly,Cheryl,Jeslyn,Sze Ker and some more...but I don't want people like Shanice or KJ to "comfort" me...their comfort just make me angry...so yeah back to the story...after I was done crying...I left the garden and back to class and just like I expected the gang haven't came back yet and are still eating...-sigh- then Shue Ru saw me crying and she asked me why was I crying...Like Joanne's answer I told her I was sick and had tummy ache....Lie....and so I went to look out the window and saw them coming...I quickly ran away and went outside....the other way...I only ran from them was cause I didn't want to look or face Cher...after the crappy way she treated me...and by that time...I didn't want to tell her anything...but I wanted to tell someone about the reason I was crying so I went to Jasmine...and I asked her to come out of her class and she immediately rush to my side seeing my tears streaked face...so I couldn't told her half the story but her teacher came...so she went back inside and then I had to face them now...and so I talked to Cheryl and suddenly out of nowhere these hands were around my neck hugging me behind my back and I kinda screamed and it was Shanice and she said 'They said you have been crying' and at this point I got pissed...How dare she go and tell them I'm crying after the crappy way she treated me??!!!!! (but then again even if she didn't tell them...they would still know...-.-u...but still don't want her to tell...very KPC aka busybody) then it was test again...this time Sivik...so yeah I just simply do....and then started to cry again....(I'm a big cry baby) neway after test was done....went to talk to Jin and I asked her did you know I cry and she said yeah and said she already knew when we went to the toilet and I also have decided to tell Kelly that I do like...him...-blush- and she was like 'yay...uh huh I'm right' and Me and Jinger told her it's actually a secret and she was like gasped and quickly fixed the damage she sorta done...and all that time...I was scared for nothing....and I was glad that I told her...and quickly took back what I wish bout her and something happen to her voice....I feel really happy to have Kelly...neway....then test again...English Part 1 which was like easy for me and I felt so much better and I smiled all the way through the test....so yeah...school ended after we have done our test and so I went and have my shower and dinner and went to tuition. Zhenyi didn't came so I was scraed of being left out again....but Sze Ker sat next to me and talked to me about stuff and asked who is the person that like Sean and while sms-ing Selena....she found out that Selena is Sean so have to lied that my dad checks my phone and had to change Sean's name into a girl's name and I told her that was another Selena...and I quickly put my mom's phone number and put her name as Selena and saved it and showed it to SK...and SK still wasn't that convinced...so yeah....we gossiped bout him,KJ and something bout friendster...about how KJ changed all of Sean's friendster into the way it was so...gaggable...so yeah...then Sean sms her and begged her for a 2nd chance and SK said he was still on with KJ so Sean immediatey broke up with KJ...(I feel sorry for her cause she started to like the guy and the guy just broke up with he rin just 3 days....lols) then...yea....Even though SK forgave Sean, he thought they were together again and started to call her wifey....but she sms him saying...just cause I forgave you doesn't mean we're on and I was like...-.-u...lols to Sean so yeah...Byes....

Tuesday(19/5/2009):So yeah...nothing much here....test of the day:Mathematics 1,Chinese 1 n 2
That was short...-.-u

Wednesday(20/5/2009):Okay....also um...don't know what to say here...Me and Cheryl said something til I told her to fuck you...and she was like fuck me and so yeah...I ended losing in that argument...-.-u and so yeah....the gang:Shanice,Sze Ker and Jeslyn and someone else I don't remember...started gossip bout me whether if I really like Sean or not...Damn you Kelly...wish you were not a loud mouth and dumber....then yeah...test of the day was:Mathematics 2,Gym(paper not doing activities) and Geography so yeah...I also found out that Jeslyn does knows....about my crush for SK's boy and also Sean and SK are back on...I'm 45%happy and 65% sad...but if he's happy I don't care... neway...Jeslyn knows thanks to Jasmine....I was about to cry...yes I did felt anger but I didn't had the energy to have an argument with her and this was her 10th betrayal to me...I feel so stupid and naive thinking that she had changed and that she really does cherish our friendship...so now I don't want anything to do with her anymore....

Thursday(21/5/2009): I have a thought...the next time she(Cheryl) tells me to fuck her after I said fuck you....I'm seriously gonna push her to a wall and kissed her which will lead to our "fucking" and lets see if she will still say go right ahead and fuck her....XD neway...test of the day: Science(Omg! So bloody scared like shit! Please pass), English part 2 and Bahasa Malaysia 2. So today was....um...okay? Neway...I gave up...and I told everyone that I DO like Sean....I hope all of you are happy....=_= neway...Sze Ker was calm when I told her and btw...she called Sean and told him that I like him...but that was before I told her....-.-....kinda a bitch in a way...neway...that's all I remember....end

Friday(22/5/2009): Don't really remember anything..but tests of the day: Art and Moral. Neway drew a pic of four mugs...I drew one smiling smilie and an emo smilie...and put 'A smile a day makes the emo go away'....lols....yeah...neway drew another mug with two people drinking and wrote 'BEER TIME!' Lols....neway....so yeah....and also KJ finally returned me my money...RM1O5...yays? Neway I feel pity for KJ...I really do...among our gang...I'm the kindest and quietest...and the most mental one...-akward laugh-...yeah...

Monday(25/5/2009):So...slept at 5a.m. in the morning...woke up cause Jasmine's delivery came to my house and then slept again and woke again at 11.26a.m. and then quicly got ready for school...dad was sick...poor dad...neway went to school...made Cher pissed...It's so easy to make her pissed...why did I make her pissed? Tell you in my next Blog...neway....she got so mad that she left...then I talked to KJ n Rani and then went to study hall and saw Shan,Kel and Hoi Ley and hang and talked with them....told Shan she should use sunsilk....the orange coloyr one.... and Kel said that I'm peli Shan...and I was like what the hell is peli?....so yeah...then stuff happened and we went to canteen and I think Cheryl has cool down cause she touch my long side burn...and SK kept calling me to go to a camp....that I don't know if I wanna go....so yeah....then Jin came and we talked about stuff then went to class...so test of the day was: History and Physics....so yeah....while doing test, my stomach kept grumbling...cause didn't had breakfast and lunch...so yeah...neway...I smiled a lot cause I kept think about him....-blush- and then recess and went to toilet with Jin then went to canteen after that. I had Keow Tiao Teng... and kinda sat alone...but then Cze Ying joined me....why is there always almost no place for me to sit....neway talked to Cze Ying and she was the last to know about my crush for Sean...yeah...neway...stuff happen and then my friends compare me with SK. Example: I'm much darker,SK is less fatter than me,I'm short,SK will have non perfect teeth(Coz I have braces) and the list goes on. So yeah then test again and then it's back to good old boring classes again...what joy....-rolled eyes- neway it was Geography and Maths and I got 18 over 40 for my Maths 1. Don't remember my Geography score...so yeah...went home....did onlining....then shower and ate the noodle my sister COOKED!!!! She's only 8 and here she is cooking 4 the family...=.= and then went tuition....brother still hadn't came back from KL....but will soon....then at tuition...SK purposely gossiped about Zhenyi and I kinda sms Sean and I showed SK the sms....I begged her to not make him feel like crap....and asked her does she care for Sean and she says she doesn't know....I just comforted him...poor guy....saying things like: Don't be sad, It's not that she doesn't care...she's just busy and stuff like that and so yeah...it made me feel sad cause he was sad...<=(... wish SK won't do this to him....then yeah came home and quickly blog and stuff...now it's 2 something in the morning...and just check myself in the mirror and damn...I have really DARK bags under my eyes and my skin i unheatly looking so yea...gonna sleep now...Byes...

Today bought stufffffffffffffssssssssssssssss!!!!!! And other randomness! X3

Okay...I woke up at somewhere around something...and talked to Selena...-fangirl sigh- and then went shower and stuff like that and today was family day so went to this place-points down- (beside new world park) to eat and so I order fried rice and carrot juice...then the guy made my order wrong and I couldn't change it cause my dad had took some stuff out of my food...great...just great...and I was stubborn and wouldn't eat the damn fried rice and I had this whole glare sour face on...then minutes passed and my parents gave up and said I could go order again and gave my unwanted friend rice to my brother and sister to share and so I order wan tan mee...well at least the person got my food right...and so after eating finished. I was the 1st person to reach to the car...and see those two in the pic? Yeah...that's my dad n brother...and while waiting for mom to hurry up...(she was ordering food for my grandparents and my third aunt) my dad commented...on my outfit saying 'How can you be a designer? You wear like...like a slut'...Apparently no matter how many times I have explain to this man...he still doesn't know the meaning of what slutty outfits look like...And I said 'Dad,this is not slut! Slut is more like revealing and almost showing off the inappropriate body parts and I'm almost wearing like a boy! And also just because I wear this doesn't not make me a designer. It just shows that I'm cold...'Lols....yeah....people who have met me in person...guess what I was wearing...yes...the green jacket and jeans....again...yup...

Don't what the hell my dad did...but it pissed Kelly off and made her beat him! XD

Lols at this -points down- XD

Dude! That is one big ass of a dandruff! And told my bro about it and help him took it off his hair and showed to him....

My sis was going for a bling bling gangsta pose....why she was doing gangsta? It's cause of her bling which was that necklace on her neck...yea...cause of that...she think she's gangsta...=.=

Then when mommy dear came, we decided to look around new world world park...Ohh!!! Wigs!

And kiddy rides! What fun!

This section looks nice

Ohhhh!!!! It was so pretty,girly and pink that it drove me and my sister in there and the rest of the family member had no choice but to followed us...

Look at all the stuff toys!

Whooo...Ahhh!!!! Bowwas....I think that's how they spell right?

Hello Kitties bags!

Small size cushion...only for NOT humans! =D what joy!

Pretty flowers!

This made me think of CheRaul....if you're reading this,Cher....lols....

This is just too cute! ^^

This again makes me think of CheRaul...again...XD

Look! A doggy pillow!

A bunch of pillows...made me wanna sleep and hug them...=_=ZzZzZz this smilie was suppose 2 have a smile but oh well...

Cool mic!

A mermaid statue! X3

Lookie! A shrek plushie!

A bunch of kitties...damn I want REAL kitties! T_T

Bunch of Stitch merchandise

Lols 2 my bro's,banana's n THAT thing's faces! XD but I like the banana better! XD

Aren't they cute? =3

Pikachu,Cookie Monster, 2 Bart Simpsons and Homer Simpson was grabbed by the ear by my sis...lols....

Chips and Dales!

That thing below Patrick the star is creepy...damn Lilo...why you gotta make something si creepy looking? Neway looks like he's humping her....XD

Bunch of purses!

Bunch of pink bags and white cap

More bags...

Even MORE bags!

Hey it's Doremon!...why does it make me think of Doreen?

Nicey snow globs...want them! X(

Cool wing!

And then I saw these photo albums...they look nice...^^ but can only choose one...so I ask my trusty (feminine...metro sexual[for those who do not know what this means...it means gay but don't like boys]) brother and he said :'If I was a girl, I would chose the pink' and I was' Why pink and not green? I thought you like green?' and he was 'I said IF I was a girl...I go for the pink' -he started to look gay at this part which I lol- I was 'What about red? It had love and stuff...' and he was 'Nah...I like pink better cause it's more girly'...then I burst out laughing 'Dude...you are SO gay' and he was like 'Shut up...' and walked away so I looked at the boxes...the green was nice but it was already kind of broken....so I looked at the pink...and I reliaze it was more for newborn baby girls photo kind of album and so I look at the red...it was too much hearts on it....

So in the end, I chose red...cause this was better than the other two

And look you guys! I bought the pink wing! Yay! ^^ I did a lot of convincing but I got it in the end! ^^

Lols look at my sis...she's kind of moody...but there's a reason for it

Awww...look at her....isn't she cute? Just glaring at the camera? =3

She started to tear at this point...wanna know why? Cause dad didn't bought her a wrapping paper to wrap her present for her b-day present for her friend but the truth is....

It was already wrapped....my sister was just plain retarded...=.= she wanted to wrap it again and suprise her friend that it was a present with another present in it!Just like that indonesia lady who gave birth to a baby which had another baby inside it! Yeah....that was creepy....but I have no idea what's inside cause my sis wouldn't tell me due to her crappy mood...so yeah...

Oh! Look what a tall building!

Went to 3rd aunt's place

Mom talking to 3rd Aunt

Mom giving 3rd aunt something...

Mom explaining about why Kelly is being in a crappy mood...Look at Kel's face! XD

She was trying to reach for daddy

At this point...she started to beat dad....

Lols to my dad's face! XD

Yup...so this was after my sister had swear A BUNCH of bad little words that little kids like her should not have used....and my dad slapped her after that....which caused her to this crying face

We passed by Tenby International School...

Like the clouds

Awesome view

Even awesomer view

Nicey...^^

My mom bribe my sis RM2 to shut up...lols...did it work?...No...no, it did not...

Yeah we went to Gurney Plaza

My mom hugged my sis and hope she would shut up...but that also didn't work

Lols...what the hell is Daniel doing? -Raises one eyebrow-

Bunch of cars....I also have come to a conclusion that people can high jack a car here...cause well since people are shopping in the mall and well there's a bunch of cars to chose from...There's a BMWs, Hondas,KIAs and bunch of other cars that I have no idea what the hell they're names are! =D Neway...me n Danny boy had to dragged her out of the car...I grabbed her leg and Dan grabbed her hands but only managed to make her sit upright and then I carry her out...and Damn was she heavy...she kinda sprain my arm...but we manage to got her out....and my mom was being a bitch with a stick up her ass and she was like 'Don't drag your sis!' I mean what else do you want us to do huh? There was no other option and we didn't see you do anything your words are pointless to Kelly the Cry Baby...yea...my mom is always a bitch...she can talk the talk but can't do the walk...

My mom comforting and pleading my sis to go....but she was stubborn and stood there while me,Dan and dad went inside the cold sweet Gurney...
They took the stairs cause Kel didn't wanna be near dad and then we went to the place where they sell some sort of bread flavor corn my dad,bro and sis love...
Apparently Danny boy has no neck due to him having a big ass chin....yup....I kept teasing him bout it and we talked until to Crimson Chin from the FairyOddParents...lols....
So we went to Reject Shop....I try on lots of clothes....and was kinda embrassed when my dad mentioned...go and buy bra...we were trying to find a sports bra....but sadly it was not big enough and it did not stop my boobs from bouncing...T^T...wish my boobs are the same size as my friends....but they're not...so yeah...I bought 3 knee length shorts and 3 pajama pants and a bunch of shirts...

My dad was 3rd in line....when we got there...

Then we went to Popular bookstore...cause there was where my brother had went....and we went to the CDs and DVDs section....bunch of animes and I ran to it...Oh sweet sweet animes! <3
Yeah I know the name of this anime...but for some reason...the website wouldn't let me put it...so you just have to see the name of the cover on this DVD
Soul eater! Haven't watch it but will soon...Soul(the guy with the white hair) and Death the kidd(the guy with the black and white hair) are soooooooooooo hawt! X3

Bleach!!!!!! My fav! Even fav than Naruto....-gasp from my friends-....None of my friends from group(CCF) like Bleach...I feel so sad...that means I can't cosplay bleach....T^T...you guys are so cruel....I watch and try to get interested in UR animes! Why don't you try mine?!....Actually Jin watched a few episodes and has hated it....T^T...I seriously feel sad....seriously...I'm starting to love Rangiku and have an anime girl crush on her....and Gin! You are so hawwwwwttttt!!!! X3...Damn both of them are hot....they make an awesome couple....

Look! Code Gease! =3 Wanted to buy...but didn't knew which one to buy...-sigh- so didn't bought it in the end....I wanna watch but my friend,Kelly...No...not my cry baby bitch of a sister,Kelly...but my crazy, wacko, fun, cute, flawless skin friend,Kelly wouldn't lend it to me.... T^T What got me inspired to wanna watch this? It was cause Cappy's pm mentioning that Viva La Vida by coldplay suit Code Gease and went to youtube to watch the amv...and it was awesome and also saw FDP cosplay them....so yeah....pretty much interested...if I don't get to watch soon...I'll get bored and never watch it....ever....

Neway...OHS! Yay!What a pretty cover...

Fruit Basket...for some reason...my friends choose Yuki...but I choose Kyo...maybe cause I like cats?Nah...I think Kyo is hotter than Yuki...

SAYUKI RELOAD!Kyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaa!!!!XD I think they or Beyblade were the 1st anime I watch but neway....they are all so hot! At least in this version of something about going to the west thing story, Hakkai doesn't look like a pig...(he's the reason why I like brown hair and green eyes <3)>

I'm starting to get bored watching barbie movies now...and also cause the drawing look like crap....and I'm just lazy to collect the barbie CDs anyway....
Avatar!!!! <3....i style="text-align: center;">Sasuke!!!!!!!(Yeah....they're showing the new naruto movie.Naruto Shippuden 2:The Bond

Orochimaru is so hot!!!! If only he wasn't label as Anime version of Micheal Jackson...=.=

There were way funnier scenes but I missed it due to stupid zoom in thing on my camera....
My bro was asking me if the person with the red hair that they were travelling with is a girl or boy? And I told him that it's a girl cause she disguised herself for some reason as a boy and that she has a crush on her sensei who is actually old and evil....
Twilight! Awwww...that light blocked Bella....but then again....nobody cares bout her....the fangirls just like looking at the gorgeous Edward Cullen...lols XD

Look! Its David Archuleta! But I'm not a fan...just took a pic of him for a friend who I think will never read my blog...(I'm talking bout Shanice if you people haven't figured out yet)

Look! I got a Kai DS cover which I will probaly never use coz I don't wanna ruin it cause it's too precious! X3 Kai!!!! -fangirl scream-
Look! The Bladebreakers! =D I miss Beyblade....Damn have to wait 2010 for the new season
...but they're gonna change the characters like they did with Digimon and Pokemon...-sniff sniff- Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooossssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
After shopping, we went back home and damn....my dad owes Kel a bunch of requests....lols XD

Home at last!

Waiting for gate to open

There were mushroom growing on our fence...=_=

Pretty flowers among the grass and those plant thing....

So yeah...after I was done taking pics...went online to blog about yesterday event...Cher's B day then got lazy and chatted with Cappy-senpai! =3 And then chatted to Selena....and did some other online stuff...like deviantart and youtube and friendster and etc....then dinner time...after dinner....back to my sweet computer...tomorrow was test but didn't bother to study...was too lazy to do and also my dad doesn't care if I fail it so yay for me...but I can't fail English and Science...I had no problems with English...and Science was on Thursday...so yeah...then sleep now...Byes!